Your Grace has found me just as I am...

Having stayed up late till about 5:00 a. m yesterday, this morning I felt very weak and tired.

I needed sleep, I needed rest. I have been working all day long on my online stores after 1 month of not selling on the platforms.

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So back to the matter, 7:14 a.m or thereabout, I was awake. I asked the Holy spirit to wake me at 7 am because I knew I wouldn't be to make it by that time even if I had lots of Alarm bells.

Where was I going? To a morning program in my church. Deep in me I was very tired to go but somehow, I got the courage. Had my bath, dressed and left.

I got to the church late but I felt this calmness in me. I entered at the right time.

The topic was - Cry for Help
Text - Psalm 103:8-14

Reads;

Psalms  103:8 -  The LORD is merciful and gracious, slow to anger, and plenteous in mercy.

9. He will not always chide: neither will he keep his anger for ever.

10. He hath not dealt with us after our sins; nor rewarded us according to our iniquities.

11. For as the heaven is high above the earth, so great is his mercy toward them that fear him.

12. As far as the east is from the west, so far hath he removed our transgressions from us.

13. Like as a father pitieth his children, so the LORD pitieth them that fear him.

14. For he knoweth our frame; he remembereth that we are dust.

The understanding of Verses 10 and 11 broke my spirit.

I realized that truly, God has not dealt with me after my sins or reward me by my iniquities. I became aware of the grace I enjoy and still enjoys as a born again. But there were certain truths I needed to tell myself.

When a child does something wrong to her parents, one thing is almost inevitable, Punishment.

Sometimes, it goes as bad as disowning that child.

Would my heavenly Father disown me?  Those moment I hurt Him with lies, cheating, stealing, covet, put my career first before Him, run to Him only when am in trouble and sometimes, I don't even go. It goes as far as putting material things before the place of my heavenly Father.

He just keeps loving.

I look around, I see lots of evil perpetrated around the globe, yet this Father choose to love anyway.

You know what? I have searched and looked around, I keep seeing a God whose interest is to love and have mercy on one.

If the birds can feed on its own, how much more my heavenly Father can and would do?